The only person i've really ever done that with... she isn't here.
[ To an extent he understands what Vil means and where he's coming from but it's new to him. Lynette was really the only person out there who knew what the real 'him' was like, the one with all his walls down. It was part of why he found her not being here to be especially hard on him, too many unknown factors having him keep up his guard more than usual.
He was incredibly drained and tired, not really registering that he was almost clinging to the other teen at this point.
Instinct still made it hard for him to completely let down ALL of his walls but enough of them were down due to his exhaustion that this was even possible. His nerves were absolutely shot and it felt like he was grasping at straws with some of the things he'd tried to rationalize lately, and that wasn't even counting how he wanted to try and make a name for himself here but it felt so wrong to try and do so without Lynette. ]
Oh? How would you do that?
[ A lot of the usual cheer was lacking from his voice, but there was still enough interest there that Vil would hopefully be able to tell that he was genuinely curious here.
Otherwise? Lyney sure was content to remain exactly where he was at the moment. ]
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[ To an extent he understands what Vil means and where he's coming from but it's new to him. Lynette was really the only person out there who knew what the real 'him' was like, the one with all his walls down. It was part of why he found her not being here to be especially hard on him, too many unknown factors having him keep up his guard more than usual.
He was incredibly drained and tired, not really registering that he was almost clinging to the other teen at this point.
Instinct still made it hard for him to completely let down ALL of his walls but enough of them were down due to his exhaustion that this was even possible. His nerves were absolutely shot and it felt like he was grasping at straws with some of the things he'd tried to rationalize lately, and that wasn't even counting how he wanted to try and make a name for himself here but it felt so wrong to try and do so without Lynette. ]
Oh? How would you do that?
[ A lot of the usual cheer was lacking from his voice, but there was still enough interest there that Vil would hopefully be able to tell that he was genuinely curious here.
Otherwise? Lyney sure was content to remain exactly where he was at the moment. ]